Not Exactly What I Wished For

Been stomping around
Asking for a cure
A relief to stop the pain
Here it is now

My options in a list
Which surgeries to pick?
Yeah life could be worse,
But I am only 19

Not ready to give up my life
Maybe suffering is easier
I don't really know
I guess I've adapted to this pain

I've known they don't understand
It's been just me
Til he came along
And now what?

It'll ruin his life too

Should I take it back?
No I don't want a cure
I don't want these options
I want to suffer

What will do me good
In this world of confusion
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Mcdaid Avatar
October 13, 2014 at 9:48 PM
do what the heart says is best deep excellent pen bless you
Petersen Potter Avatar
October 12, 2014 at 10:37 PM
I have to say that I agree with my friend Tim. I wish you the best my friend! ;)Xxxxx D.
Xia Avatar
October 13, 2014 at 7:27 PM
Thanks
Smith Avatar
October 12, 2014 at 8:26 PM
Do what is best for you....hugs Tim
Xia Avatar
October 13, 2014 at 7:27 PM
Yeah... it's just not simple. Or even in my hands
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