Non-Existent Self Esteem

When the sunsets and night rises, My nightmares are dancing like sugar plums in my head. I have faded in the invisible bliss, My self esteem has washed up on the ocean shore. Your little nasty jokes at my own dispense, You must feel like a real man knowing your tearing me from limb to limb. Your words rip thru me, your slowly killing me. Sadly you think this is all a game, But this isn't a game, My self esteem is no longer here. You have torn it up like a piece of tissue paper, and all you do is laugh like the joker of the night. I guess you are the devil in disguise!