nobody kisses that anxious mind

I think i made a terrible mistake, i didn’t think it could be true but who did you tell about me and what did i say about you because it was going ever so perfectly, i was happy at the start i told my friends your’re ever so handsome you told your friend’s i’m so smart and both of us were in it we both wanted to be i said my favourite thing about you is how you treat me because it was so beautiful so gentle so kind you wiped tears from my eyes and you kissed my anxious mind i said “oh i met this boy…” im convinced he put stars in the sky because every time he looks at me well im a psychological sigh i’m fun to be around and my only baggage is a purse i said “he’s better than i could have ever imagined” and then everything got worse and i remember the moment distinctively i told a friend “look who i found!” they said you were perfect for me that their jaw fell to the ground i said how well it was going how beautiful you talk about me how you were “the book boyfriend that i never thought in real life i would see” my friend probably thought i was just crazy you were after all a guy i just met but both of us i would have so easily bet because you were so funny and oh darling in the same sense of humour as i… alway’s texting me to hangout you struggled to say goodbye you struggled to speak around me, swooned when i wore a dress i wanted everything to be perfect instead i made it such a mess because they weren’t really my friend i learned that too late because days after, you pulled back said that for you “i shouldn’t wait” and i stepped into my apartment , purse fell to the ground it suddenly felt to heavy again when i remembered your laugh’s sound and you weren’t around to wipe the tears nobody kisses that anxious mind i said “look who i found!” you heard “better , you should find” oh so now i don’t talk about it now i don’t talk much at all because you never know who’s hopes that you tripped, when you talk about your fall