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There were times throughout my life that I lost you. I felt so alone and there were moments I was scared. Sometimes it was a shock and I didn't know what to do. The world seemed so cruel and I was so unprepared. I was completely free with the way that I lived. There were very few material things I needed. However, you went through my pockets like a sieve. Buying random things, my budget was often exceeded. Some things did happen that were out of my control, But I blame no one but myself for the sins of my past. When you come into my life, I get on a roll. I save nothing at, so, with me, you rarely last.