No Tears

The music blasts in my ears, Blocks out all around me. The screaming, the fighting, the crying, the dying, Some where else never here. My mind ventures off to the land i created, where i am alone, no one to tell me I'm worth nothing, no one to tell me i do wrong, just me alone. The sun rises the sun sets, The same routine everyday. No escaping, No where to go, If there was any hope left, I would not sit here the way I am. The happiness is gone, The lights have gone out. I see the stars come closer, as the world around me slowly disappears, slowly vanishing, disinigrating, evaporating, My spirit is gone. No one notices, no one cares, as for what i see. How could my life be different? I will never know. If i stayed would things be better? No more screams, No more tears, Everything is at peace.