No Surprises

My thinking
Slightly 
Retarding
Time ticking 
The awful process
Meanwhile
Memories 
To sift 
Some will say it’s a gift
Others
Will slice their wrists
A creative edge
Let’s say
An act of personal revenge 
And a surprise panic binge 
To myself
Lies
Under the shelf
Closing my mouth
A disguise  
To compromise
Manipulates 
Another excuse to relate
Then flies
Over my eyes
Nothing to treat
Avoiding life 
On these streets
Endless days
Symptoms still repeat
Today
I’m right in
The hospital again
Full restraints
Tight enough to make me faint
Uptight
I want to fight
Never really good enough
It’s way too tough
My pounding frustrated mind
Needs to put me down
All the time
Fostering an imposter 
The wild child 
Tearing up inside
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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