No Longer the Victim

Standing outside of myself
Looking inward
I did not like what I had become
Weak and shriveled by poverty
Smaller in faith and love
I walked in the shadows of the next sin 
In the darkness of disgrace
Giving all of myself for nothing
Giving nothing for myself
Looking back through years of pain
I hung my head in shame
For at that moment I knew I was to blame
No longer could I be the victim
I must find the strength to fight this demon
I stood firmly yet fearful of defeat
I had to win this war
I gathered my troops and marched forward into battle
My head held high
My soul determined
I armed myself with courage, strength, and desire
Spirit was my leader
Truth and light my guide on a path of wholeness
Freedom from depression, poverty, drugs, alcohol, and lust
Escape from sin
Forgiveness was the key
Forgiveness from Spirit
Forgiveness from me
No longer am I a slave in the chains that once bound me
I am now a woman of power
Power in myself and my faith
Power in Spirit
Forgiving myself for my past 
Allowing it to drift off in the distance
No longer am I the victim
No longer must I hide in shame
Capturing every moment of happiness
Living a life of peace, light, and love


*inspired by Michael Jordan’s “Let’s Get Untwisted” contest


Copyright © 2009   Lena “Lolita” Townsend
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Winter Avatar
May 25, 2009 at 1:59 PM
Warmest congrats on your awesome and well deserved win! Love, Shar
Strand Avatar
May 25, 2009 at 1:10 AM
Congrats on your success in Michael's contest Lolita.Rgds Brian
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May 24, 2009 at 1:29 PM
Lolita, congrats with your success in the contest...Raul
Docherty Avatar
May 6, 2009 at 12:01 AM
I doubt there are many of us could not find some fault within ourselves that needs be put right, and of course, with the right light and help in our lives we can move ever forward armed with strength and peace. Anyone is capable of change, no matter who they have been...but they need welcome the right guidance...congratulations on coming through your trials by 'fighting the good fight'...kindest thoughts, Anna-Marie.
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April 23, 2009 at 9:25 PM
How wonderful that you are no longer a victim, "a slave in the chains that once bound me." You certainly speak from the heart and provide inspiration to others, Lolita!
Winter Avatar
April 23, 2009 at 1:08 PM
You are a powerful shining light. An absolute poem of strength and beauty. Overwhelmed by your story, and your amazing poetic expression. A winning write in every way. Love, Shar
Christian Avatar
April 23, 2009 at 12:28 PM
woow go Lolita, a beautiful poem freedom is great, God untwisted my life too, I almost wrote a poem called confessions of the heart but I relized it was a trick from the enmy trying to see if i will look back or not this poem is a wonderful reflection for us all we are truly free through Jesus' blood hold your head up high look to the sky, yea Victory comes from our Lord our God, we are victorious through him, Amen to your poem God bless from diane.
Richards Avatar
April 23, 2009 at 9:11 AM
A wonderful portrait of strength and courage to move on. Good luck in the contest..Lena!!
Shango Avatar
April 23, 2009 at 8:33 AM
A great and wondrously beautiful poem ... I love it ... all the best inthe contest. Thank you for commenting with such kindness on my poem ... love always, my friend.
Higgins Avatar
April 23, 2009 at 8:22 AM
This is a very strong write...I love the resolve and rebirth in the piece. Well done and best wishes in the contest.
Smith-Johnsen Avatar
April 23, 2009 at 7:50 AM
Hi Lena, This is a wonder poem of deliverence from the low-esteme trap. Good Luck in the contest. Always, Dane
Jordan Avatar
April 23, 2009 at 6:50 AM
Lena it is very seldom that I comment on a poem that is going into my contest but this poem is very moving - You captured the essence of the contest perfectly - God Bless you hon, MJ
Suzadail Jr. Avatar
April 23, 2009 at 6:49 AM
Faith often carries us through things we might never have survived without it. God Bless. Never hang your head for anyone. We all make wrong choices at times. Walk proud. Vince
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