No Future No Fun Only Failure

NO FUTURE, NO FUN, ONLY FAILURE

Perhaps the thing that bothers me most
Haunting and hunting for me as a ghost
She had to have known I’d end up injured
Yet ignored what I had suffered and endured

I put up with promises I knew were secretive dreams
I put up with wondering if the lady is what she seems
My second nature obviously beat the s**t out of my first
And not only  that but second nature did its f*****g worst 

She must have known my body, spirit and mind would fall apart
I have too much compassion and soul within my heart
So I provided what she needed with no price, bill or fee
But she had to have known the last man to do this to was me

So now I yearn to do all the things she knew I shouldn’t do
Like drinking  and drugging myself half to death and that’s nothing new
She’s comfy and I wish I were being welcomed into hell by it’s host
And perhaps that’s what bothers me most
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Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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