No-Name No: 36

It's been years and it feels weird I'll admit it, it feels weird. There's been others but it still feels weird. In bed, it's sometimes not the same sullenly say "not today" it ends the same, the walk of shame. In the bathroom trying to stop the pain. But from years of what we had my eyes are dry man this is bad. Turning on the shower just to buy some time but eventually I'll have to face the truth naked and unsatisfied. Can't believe of all times I'm missing you now why not when I was lonely trying to figure myself out. Swallowed my pride, to go face this women eating me inside, i owe an explanation to this women. Walk outside, she's out the door and down the hall. 10 minutes later I get a call. But it's not her.