Nightmare of a Mental Asylum

I live in a living nightmare every day and night of my life. When I sleep my nightmares are real and scary to remember. My mind can't seem to rest when it's constantly battling one's self, Days come by to fast, and my nightmares continue throughout the day. I am deathly afraid of what might become. To live a life locked away in a mental asylum, I live in fear that my mind is going to keep me locked away, never again to see the light of day. Than thrown away into a wooden box, My mental illness keeps me from being free and my psychoticness of my mind will keep me locked away for life, as if I am behind bars living in a prison, A sentence cast upon my life without parole. I can't explain the fear that runs thru and thru. This living nightmare is very real, This darkness that i see will never set me free.