Night Terror's Alibi

wake up crying countless times before this time stands out because now i know why ive been doing it the shocking truth of my subconcious mind angry minds voicing their frustration my narcisistic mind takes it personal all day long it adds up it adds up paid to hate paid to make others feel the same and i don't so i though at least i dont want to i wanted to help you your spindle of strings unwinding is consuming like a wildfire coming my way seen in time all i have left to do is strategicly set my own flame of the brush and leave myself an island of green among the grey of ash as the hate burns your way woke up crying again this morning night terrors too much to take too much to illustrate too much to set free too much to express angry minds wanting justice angry minds wanting revenge angry minds seeking many things my narcisistic mind takes it personally and the likes of you has noticed me you knew someone out there would be like me and that didnt stop you from picking this fight teaching yourself how to arm yourself with new weapons to protect yourself from the bully the bully you have become to me the victom i represent you seem to recognise in the mirror so why am i soo inferior when you spout off all your anger to the world and leave me high and dry head on the floor taking your rath personally there will be room for your second helping my helpless dear there will be more than an adequate amount of endless tears upon my reception of the clicking of the gears that yes the world works in this way and when it occurs to you the spindle unravels the wool the wool your spinning far outy of your focuslessness the book you are judging self employed and no way of proviong it an empire of a torture machine waiting for the day they are outsmarted by the student to throw the pupil away student patiently waiting to thread the eye a stitch in time it just might make sense all in due time due to you in time side by side the company you keep my friends may be your enemies mind your q's and i'll be gentle to those who weep narcisus awake blaming the nightmare on everyone not realising how selfish they are selfishness is not the way to utopia angry minds will not lead yopu to your pasture of greener grass angry minds seeking justice laugh loudest but do not have the last laugh my night terror's alibi keeps the truth from me and for now you should be appalled and happy with that ending