New Symphony

Engulfed in confrontation, 
You selfishly embark on flooding me
With guilt trips galore

You use me
I am used up

Fascinating how quick you are to 
Drive me into the corner,
When the last thing you ever do is talk
Sense

I need to flee 
Before the anger reaches all of me
Before the truth reaches your ears
And destroys what is near and dear

I need a break from your soliloquys,
From your pointing fingers
From your polluted mind

You have polluted me
Of course you cannot see
I am used up!

I turn to the stars,
I feel so small,
Yet the world is ours
And sense is miles and miles of glorious light
I turn to the kindness of your smile,
To the orbs of compassion
The coldness has made me infinitely tiresome
But the tears you see mean something

Save me,
Salvage the last of my light
Search for the dreams beyond this fight
I never want to go back
I cannot bear to see that face
Try to look me in the eye and lie

Only truth in my stride relays to me,
We are not meant to be
You are holding me back and killing me
I am used up
And you are losing, see

I welcome the open air,
The aroma of rain
The warmth that life contains
To set the tone for this new symphony 
It is brighter now
Without you
I am free
Give in, you cry
And to those behind
Who never see your side,
Say goodbye
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Beaufort Avatar
January 17, 2016 at 2:16 PM
Sounds like a very tough time. I have said this before, the kindest way to say this is not going to work is to mention that the chemistry is not there. That way, the person on the other side hopefully can accept the rejection. Some do not want to let go. You are a good person with dreams and ideas, and some people will want to latch onto you to try to have a piece of that. In the end, they are better off free swimming for a while.
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January 9, 2016 at 7:58 PM
Your will to discover a higher truth is necessary, even in love Laura...do what you must to not only know and create with truth but to enjoy it's blessings as well, as I do. "Only truth in my stride relays to me..." I love the depth of this expression because I live it day to day, great poetry. I'm very eager for your next portion of Light On the Devil's Cord, and I wanted to thank you again for having the grace to comment on every part of my epic, it means so much to me Laura...J.A.B.
Breidenthal Avatar
January 11, 2016 at 12:40 AM
Your word means a lot to me, as it relays truth and passion in such a beautifully artistic way- so reading your epic was a real pleasure and thrill for me. I felt renewed by it, and stronger! This is why I love your work, and your comments. You've got a way about you that is so refreshing. ~Laura
Nunez Avatar
January 7, 2016 at 7:01 PM
oh wow... a gorgeous outburst of anger and angst leading to self-liberation... I loved the "salvage the last of my light// Search for the dreams beyond this fight// Awesome write, Laura. hugs!
Breidenthal Avatar
January 11, 2016 at 12:37 AM
I am one to storm away silently without a word. Okay...a few words, but yeah. Life is hitting me hard this week. I am rolling with the punches best i can. Thank you for being a sweet support. ~Laura
Sage Avatar
January 7, 2016 at 5:51 PM
Excellent write Laura
Breidenthal Avatar
January 11, 2016 at 12:36 AM
Thank you so much for reading! ~Laura
Legend Avatar
January 7, 2016 at 6:51 AM
i love dis
Breidenthal Avatar
January 7, 2016 at 7:04 AM
Thanks for the love...:)~Laura
Boddie Avatar
January 6, 2016 at 11:38 PM
you hurt me, I heal....you Love me, I feel....you cut me, I bleed....you deny me, I still succeed....you curse me, I prevail....you hinder me, I excel....no matter what is done within these Earthly years....just understand that you have witnessed the last of my tears....awesome job laura....;)
Breidenthal Avatar
January 7, 2016 at 12:21 AM
Thanks Eric! Glad for your awesome feedback, and for you reading! ~Laura
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