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Why do I want so much sadness in my life
I can feel my heart breaking
Why do I keep doing this to myself
My psychiy is about to snap
I don't know how much of this I can take
I feel my heart breaking
Surround, I'm drowning 
My own tears make up this lake
Inside I hurt
Alone I rot
I must tare at this skin
To provoke feeling
I should stop and give up
But I continue being
I'm snapping
I'm dying
I'm laughing
I'm crying
Left wondering
When
Theses symptoms will shake
If I can't stop this fall
I'm liable to break
And fly away
Theses prices of me
Incomplete and broken
I get thrown away
No one to belong too
No meaning to stay
I cant scrape this
From my mind 
The people i Iove
What I've left behind
It's getting dark here
And too hard to breathe
I'll bow my head now
And take my leave
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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