Never Mine

You just walked out that 
meaningless door
You really did leave, and 
kept my heart sore
You never knew what I 
thought in my mind
You never knew you were 
the best thing i will ever find
You left and unknowingly 
left me there lonely
When what were left were 
me and the four walls only
‘Alone!’ I cried again… It 
was my heart shouting
You coming back was what 
I was always doubting
You would never 
understand what was 
happening
Even if I said everything, 
you won’t be imagining
And I’m sure you could 
never know or feel
You’ll laugh as if it’s a joke 
and not real
I fell into tears and my 
heart into pieces it split
But you won't know and 
wouldn't feel the guilt
You may come to me and 
talk about everything 
around you
But never ask me who my 
heart pumps blood to!
Because between us, there 
is something empty, some 
dots
Where silence lays, and my 
heart multiple times was 
shot
I knew you wouldn't see me 
the way I want you to
But I still had hope from my 
heart when it told me what 
you may do
I wish I was everything for 
her for one second…
"She has her heart taken 
and sold…" I reckoned.
I can’t believe I’m thinking 
of you every breath I take
I wish all, except one of 
these thoughts are fake!
I wish you recognize me, 
even if it’s once in a year
I would appreciate this day 
and would not shed a tear!
But this appreciation 
wouldn't come in a night
It needs a lot of work so it 
comes to be alright!
But I’m still not sure 
everything may be okay 
someday
Because these days, 
nothing goes on our way
But hope would never elope 
in my heart
Because it’s playing an 
important life part
It’s giving me a smile to 
stick on my face when I see 
you
I wish you ever smile to me 
in the way I mean to
But someday you will… And 
I hope I’m not just thinking 
of nothing
I hope this thing would 
come true once even if we 
were rushing
Even if we have a lot of 
things to think about
I need a smile to cut me 
straight out
I’m 100% sure you would 
never be mine
But "HOPE" is a word full of 
shine
That makes my eye tingle 
and see you there on my 
eyelid
I sometimes miss someone 
deep inside me, that kid
That innocent kid who 
never knew what it’s like to 
love
Specially someone who is 
stages and stages above
Who treats you freely as his 
own young sibling
Who thinks all she can do is 
scribbling!
Although, I want and need 
to get out of this wrong 
situation
In this way,I will lose 
everything and I must 
change my love station

Copyright © Stanley Oguh | Year Posted 2013

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