Never change

I’ll never let you change how loyal I am You couldn’t be loyal to me I always asked myself in the back of my head is it because you know I’m not the one you want or you just don’t have it in you to be loyal? I guess I will never know I wish I had something real Nowadays I see happy couples and it makes me feel bittersweet The loyalty I’ve given has always been limited back to me I held on to long just to wake up and realize I’m holding on to someone who gave up on me decades ago Why won’t you just let go? Why did I keep being hopeful of a future with you when you were just enjoying me for the time being? Like they say being real can’t be taught Keeping my distance from you has open my eyes to how much you tried you’re hardest to break me when I was already down Even when I thought I couldn’t I came back up with a smile I got through my hard times without you So now I will enjoy my brighter days without you too I’ve blocked your number on everything I’m still the loving and loyal person you once knew I’m just choosing to give all of my loyalty and kindness to someone else now other than you