Nervana - You Got the Nerve

*warning: sexual theme* My mind and heart of gold... Never once...growing mold as we both grow old Nervana sells out I'm without a doubt That I will love you till I die That I will love you as long as I live with no smudge of lie Finger me with your long sticks Throw at me with your scarless bricks I'm love-sick and I can't roam free out of this caving-in, perilous cave I know I act like a selfish prick at times..but I'll make sure to behave and be brave I'm a slave to your priceless nervana I'm a slave to your character flaw I'm your dazzling, dandy dolphin You're my sly, snarky shark through thin... But through thick, You are my pleasure stick But in the inside, You are a river so long and wide Under above your spell of hell, Where you-you, honestly, dwell You are amazing the way you are, above the top sexy bar Let me kiss your blemishes away and let me wrap my tongue and lips on your ***** later on today You are my twinkling star that gave me a shimmering scar On my chest of you-have-done-your-best...you have a personality that got me so cray-cray I must say from night to day Second chances don't work out usually You are the covers on my bed that blanket my body with breath-taking warmth...so undying I ain't lying, we were both meant to be You are the joy before and after writing remorse lines in poetry...you are my Peter Pan, giving me the ability to fly...I cease from crying Because my dreams cum true With you by my side Because my wishes of being with you Came true the moment you exploded in my mouth your cream of pleasing pride I throw up a fist in the air Of defeat due to my despair I put my hands up...I surrender To you forever...and ever...ever...my forever friend and mender Offended...hardened as a stone Jaded...answering the phone, Talking to a friend-foe named Alone Well, your bad news made me break a knuckle bone Banging on the wall, Trying to stand tall I'll catch you if you free-fall If all else fails, give me a call Give it your all Pass me the ball Confident to call you my own Confident to call you my lover Thank you for being my partner...no need to feel alone When we are with each other I won't bother To break up with you ever... Let's gather Our lilies of love above all other... Wandering in the hall of my soul's solitude, Gaining the attitude of gratitude...an ode that ain't rude Misunderstood by the crowd I won't say it aloud Lost in pure paradise In your complicated eyes Shut out the lies Of unexpected guests you shouldn't invite - your ugly, horrid goodbye's Lows hit me after my highs I shy away from hope that dries Dragged down by a hair of despair Drugged up by your addiction affair Don't say "whatever", my good buddy lover I wait for you to cum into me... I'll do you and I'll let you do me whenever You are quite irreplaceable... Irresistible and adorable to the max Xoxo, my beyond brilliant label I will learn to kick back and chillax Whip me...with your chains I've been a naughty boy lately...being busy lazy Outsmart me with your brains I've been craving your sex like crazy and I'm getting a little hazy Tired of being ignored Sick of being bored Sick with the love flu Due to loving you...you... Morbid, yet grand nervana Why do you have the balls to lure me back into your trap? I am cooling off like lava When it hits the earth's surface...let me suckle on your seed sap I am in love with both genders Sorry, God, for being like the other sinners There's nothing to be ashamed of or be guilty of As long as I repent and remain loyal to my love Nostalgic nervana... A flawless flaw... I pray to be a far greater me I long to be like you, so sorry I couldn't help, but be envious of your glory and fame Feeling this pensive muse...take a hold of me without Shame You give me everything I need I'm speechless that I'm of greed I need to be genuinely generous and humbly thoughtful all the same I want to be like You...having Liberty and Peace in my hands and being beautiful inside and out - I want to pass life's lame, yet exciting game Chaos and commotion Mixed with my emotion I'm sorry, you're the desert in the ocean Your breeze is in wildest, yet tame motion I pray for His forgiveness Nervana will be mind, unless You snatch it away from me I'll make it up to you, you'll see You have the nerve To give me nervana like I don't deserve Something's wrong with me Sustain my mind's voice with optimistic joviality I hate my strife, but I must survive All my life, love is still alive and it will arrive As long as you wait your turn Let the fire flames of trust burn