Nervana - You Got the Nerve

*warning: sexual theme*

My mind and heart of gold...
Never once...growing mold as we both grow old 
Nervana sells out
I'm without a doubt
That I will love you till I die
That I will love you as long as I live with no smudge of lie
Finger me with your long sticks
Throw at me with your scarless bricks 
I'm love-sick and I can't roam free out of this caving-in, perilous cave
I know I act like a selfish prick at times..but I'll make sure to behave and be brave 
I'm a slave to your priceless nervana
I'm a slave to your character flaw 
I'm your dazzling, dandy dolphin 
You're my sly, snarky shark through thin...
But through thick,
You are my pleasure stick
But in the inside,
You are a river so long and wide 
Under above your spell of hell, Where you-you, honestly, dwell
You are amazing the way you are, above the top sexy bar
Let me kiss your blemishes away and let me wrap my tongue and lips on your ***** later on today 
You are my twinkling star that gave me a shimmering scar
On my chest of you-have-done-your-best...you have a personality that got me so cray-cray I must say from night to day 
Second chances don't work out usually
You are the covers on my bed that blanket my body with breath-taking warmth...so undying 
I ain't lying, we were both meant to be
You are the joy before and after writing remorse lines in poetry...you are my Peter Pan, giving me the ability to fly...I cease from crying
Because my dreams cum true
With you by my side 
Because my wishes of being with you
Came true the moment you exploded in my mouth your cream of pleasing pride 
I throw up a fist in the air
Of defeat due to my despair
I put my hands up...I surrender
To you forever...and ever...ever...my forever friend and mender
Offended...hardened as a stone
Jaded...answering the phone,
Talking to a friend-foe named Alone
Well, your bad news made me break a knuckle bone 
Banging on the wall,
Trying to stand tall
I'll catch you if you free-fall
If all else fails, give me a call
Give it your all
Pass me the ball
Confident to call you my own
Confident to call you my lover
Thank you for being my partner...no need to feel alone
When we are with each other
I won't bother
To break up with you ever...
Let's gather
Our lilies of love above all other...
Wandering in the hall of my soul's solitude,
Gaining the attitude of gratitude...an ode that ain't rude  
Misunderstood by the crowd
I won't say it aloud
Lost in pure paradise 
In your complicated eyes 
Shut out the lies
Of unexpected guests you shouldn't invite - your ugly, horrid goodbye's 
Lows hit me after my highs
I shy away from hope that dries
Dragged down by a hair of despair
Drugged up by your addiction affair
Don't say "whatever", my good buddy lover
I wait for you to cum into me...
I'll do you and I'll let you do me whenever
You are quite irreplaceable...
Irresistible and adorable to the max
Xoxo, my beyond brilliant label 
I will learn to kick back and chillax 
Whip me...with your chains
I've been a naughty boy lately...being busy lazy
Outsmart me with your brains 
I've been craving your sex like crazy and I'm getting a little hazy 
Tired of being ignored
Sick of being bored
Sick with the love flu
Due to loving you...you...
Morbid, yet grand nervana
Why do you have the balls to lure me back into your trap?
I am cooling off like lava
When it hits the earth's surface...let me suckle on your seed sap
I am in love with both genders
Sorry, God, for being like the other sinners
There's nothing to be ashamed of or be guilty of 
As long as I repent and remain loyal to my love 
Nostalgic nervana...
A flawless flaw...
I pray to be a far greater me
I long to be like you, so sorry 
I couldn't help, but be envious of your glory and fame 
Feeling this pensive muse...take a hold of me without Shame
You give me everything I need 
I'm speechless that I'm of greed 
I need to be genuinely generous and humbly thoughtful all the same 
I want to be like You...having Liberty and Peace in my hands and being beautiful inside and out - I want to pass life's lame, yet exciting  game 
Chaos and commotion
Mixed with my emotion
I'm sorry, you're the desert in the ocean 
Your breeze is in wildest, yet tame motion 
I pray for His forgiveness 
Nervana will be mind, unless
You snatch it away from me
I'll make it up to you, you'll see
You have the nerve
To give me nervana like I don't deserve
Something's wrong with me
Sustain my mind's voice with optimistic joviality 
I hate my strife, but I must survive 
All my life, love is still alive and it will arrive 
As long as you wait your turn
Let the fire flames of trust burn

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015



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