Necrophagist

the treatise was slandered and i knew just then the ideals i lived by were barely paper thin wincing at neo-fascists and conversing in fours despite it all i'd never felt that lonely before drag it out like it matters asconced in a depth wringing open i hit my head on the monkey bars and went flying, broken i understand i'm nothing and i understand we're deathly but how can i so much as run alive if i'm not even breathing i hate it all i tell you and the tears well forth i've never in all my life felt quite this lonely before i'm a dead man and i know it and i'm sick of repeating it i'm not happy but i'm not worthless i'm just burnt on all the bullsh-t you made me feel because i'd love so much to feel nothing hit me like they once hit n-ggers i want so much to be dead and/or dying but i can't so much as pull the trigger but i think i said it all before it's becoming a bore never felt this lonely before