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Mystery Guy

Dreams and memories of what could have been,The past means nothing to me and then everything at the same time. It's made me who I am, and i'm glad I know but if I could change the past would I be so quick to do so? I want to have it all but the future never whispers not even a little bit I want to know it's secrets. I am left in the dark about what and where I will be the future no tears that promise pain so I don't know if I will get hurt. It's just that I can't help thinking about you and how different I would probably be if you knew that one secret that I held so close to me for so long that when it was time it was too late. I may spend eternity looking for someone exactly like you, it's because my conscience will never let me forget how good a person you were. I was so deep into you that i'd lose myself in the moment and I have never felt that way before and I don't know if I will feel it again. Just waking every morning knowing that I would get to see you again, Oh it was such a feeling and now I can't even remember how it felt. Searching for that guy again with my whole heart and my whole soul... even if it turned out bitter I just wish I could know. I hate living in regret, I hate living in my head. It's filled with empty promises and dreams that are so far away I can't even feel them. I want to touch, this time i'm not afraid if only you could appear one day then maybe I would get my second chance. Reality is so much better than anything I could pretend so when the time comes I will jump into that mystery guys arms and fly free for that moment.

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Date: 2/27/2010 11:48:00 AM
Oops! I almost forgot to congratulate you on having your very special poem featured this week, Shashana. (I must have been distracted by the first ever End Line Word member contest (my first sponsored contest…See my blogs for information.) Anyway, I didn’t want the week to pass without congratulating you. So, Congratulations!!! Smiles, Dane Ann
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Date: 2/22/2010 10:39:00 AM
Many congratulations to you for your poetry being featured on the Soups home page >> James
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Date: 2/22/2010 6:36:00 AM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured on PoetrySoup this week Shahana. May you have many more featured. Love, Carol
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Date: 2/21/2010 10:08:00 AM
Heartfelt poem. Congratulations on having it featured this week. Keep on writing! Wishing you continued success. Karen
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