My Wound

I can't believe he is doing this to me I feel like loosing him too telling me he is going to sleep but after an hour he is online or maybe he didn't quit I see his last seen when I wake up Yes! he is lying me doesn't he? I feel like loosing and bleeding that wound again yes! the one I had long time ago while I was pushing so hard my self to satisfy my half I can't handle this anymore sleepless, headache, migraine again I begin today What haven't I done? am I gaming or am a game? the second one I think when I give my, so hard to win but can't understand what's going on just to learn the lesson I feel like betrayed I never learn, b'coz I have much love and empty hatless I had born to satisfy the comings but I sure forget me I see them coming and leaving I try to support, but I much open my wound Whatever happens, know this! as always am not regretting "am just trying".