My Want To Be Father (Stepfather)

You are not going, to talk to your mother, like THAT! If I said, that to my mother, I would probably, get SMACKED! If you were my son, I would take you out BACK! Luckily, for both of our well being, those are not the FACTS. Why? Are you even talking to me, you aren’t even my father, nor are you my MOTHER! You are just, some man my mom chose, to raise my sisters and BROTHERS! I’m HURT. Why? Do you treat, the ones that love you, the WORST! Why? Treat your family like DIRT! FIRST! You aren’t my family you didn’t help contribute, to my BIRTH! The only thing I value is my life, and even that, I hold a little WORTH! Why? Talk like that your life, is that much better, than the THOUGHTS, Of those, who wish they were in your SHOES! Yet nothing is ever good enough, for YOU! Why is this TRUE? It IS! Because of what, my father DID! Where were you and God at, when my father left my mother, with ten KIDS! God was right by your SIDE! You just couldn’t see him, because there stood, in the way your PRIDE! It was his free will, and it was his choice, which road to DECIDE! Why? Does God, allow people, to make the final CHOICE! That will affect, other people, and cause them REMORSE! If God is almighty why, doesn’t he use FORCE! That is what we call LIFE! Everything doesn’t end up RIGHT! Everything doesn’t have, a side that is BRIGHT! I no longer want to hear your SIDE! I only have one father, and to me he been DIED! At least, all the love feelings for him, and this world! With each and every tear I CRIED! You can’t keep all that anger, in your HEART! Slowly will it rip you APART! With the family, is where the devil STARTS! Why? Do you continue, to PREACH TO ME! Can’t you SEE! You can never REACH ME! I LOVE YOU! That is the only reason, I DO What I DO! You can’t love me, for you have only known me eight YEARS! You only know the pain, you HEAR! I don’t even know why am I still HERE! He sheds a TEAR! My prayer, have not changed, over the past eight YEARS! That is why, you are still HERE! What? Are you SAYING! That I am only alive, because you have been PRAYING!