My Self Worth

My heart hurts more now then anything. It’s hurts for the girl within me that always for some reason the one who got hurt by family and friends that said they cared and loved me. I really hurt for the girl from my past that I used to be I was so naïve full of hope I always tried to find the best in everyone an everything.When I knew deep down they did not feel the same for me. Most of all it was my family and yet they all still strung me along I begged them an pleaded with them even when I was not in the wrong I always believe them when they told me I was never gonna be good enough my self-esteem was in non existent If only I had seen myself for the rarity I was instead of letting others dictate my self- worth. When I look in the mirror I tell myself I was always enough enough for me