My Rock Botton

Living Life Is Difficult For Me, Looking Back On My Past Is Something I Dont Want To See, I Did Alot Of Bad Stuff In My Past, It Will Be Stuck With Me Until I Pass, Some Things I Wish I Could Take Back, Some Things I Know I Lack, But Being Locked Up Taught Me How To Act, I've Never Been Scared In My Life, My Life Flashed In Front Of Me, I Felt I Was Going Insane, I Couldnt Even Tell You What Was Going Through My Brain, I Was Being Blamed For A Robbery I Didnt Commit, I Tryed To Convince Them But They Didnt Believe It, All I Remember Is Going Into A Rage, Assaulted Two Adults That Got In My Way, They Called The Police, All I Was Thinkin Was Run Away, But I Stayed For No Reason, I Was Calm But Still Upset, I Was Cuffed & Thrown In The Back, I Was At A Loss Of Words, All I Could Think Of Was My Mom, Putting My Momma Through That Was Wrong, I Never Wanted Anybody To See Me At My Worst, But They Knew Way Before I Even Burst, I Remember Telling My Friends That I Loved Them & Dont Worry About Me, I Will Be Back Soon, You'll See, Being Behind Bars Was Hard, I Had God On My Side, He Was There On My Destruction Ride, He Helped Me Store My Little Pride, All I Can Tell My Self Is "Try!", But Then I Ask Myself Why, I've Never Tried, I Cant See How I've Dug Myself In This Far, Alot Of People Like Me Forget Who We Are, All I Needed Was A Little Bit Of Motivation, It Will Help Me Focus On My Concentration, God Helped Me In & Out Behind Bars, But My Fate Was Out Of His Hands, It Was Up To The Judge, They Told Me This Wasnt A Great Situation, They Said Plead Guilty & You Get 6 Months Tracking & Probation, I Didnt Want To But I Did, We All Make Sacrafises That Decide Our Bid.