My Regrets

Last night i made the biggest mistake of my life, and I know what I did wasn't right. All because I wanted to be your only one. All for one night of fun. I'll never be able to see yo pretty smile again. I'll never have my soul mate , my love, my friend. Because I was careless, because I was nieve. I can't belive I did this to the love of my life. I didn't think before I picked up that last drink. I'm sorry that i was so stupid and didn't think. I just wanted you with me. I took something so precious away and there's no way that I can ever take back what I done. Please forgive me that's all I can ask of you. I got behind the wheel, and took you with me. I didn't know that this would be the last time I had to say goodbye. I'm sorry that I did't hear your silent cry. I thought I'd always have you here forever . I thought you'd always be by my side I never thought i'd see the day that you would die. I have to deal with this for the rest for my life. I will never be able to ask you to be my wife. what do I say to are family, to our children , when they ask when is mommy coming home. I sit here and cry alone, because i don't have a answer to that. Theres no more us, because I put it to a end. I can't change the fact that I took away the love of my life, my friend.