My Pain-My Agony

caught in the web of my agony, the pain stricking like the double-edge of a mighty sword, riping my skin as it bleeds, not blood, pain, not pain u get from a gun shot, a stab wound, a pain more than that, like taking the candy from a baby, as that child looks with sadness on why!? here i lay in my pain, not the pain from a shattered dream, but the pain of a shot to the heart, what can i say to make it all right? why must i say anything, when wanting and needing you is what i would of liked, why should i speak you ask, why not speak? words are plentyful as tears, when the time is right.. here i lay caught in the web of my agony i lay here wondering why........