My Own Doubts

Lets enter the mind of a kid when i was 17 years old Tired of being told To shut up and wait in the cold Selling me out i feel like im sold Yea they can trigger me but ill never fold As i got the taste of blood in my mouth i have an inner fire for warmth that ppl wanna douse i get my self so mad i just want to shout because no one understanding Me no one knows what im about Im mean seriously even in my mind i have doubts