My Mind

No one knows how it feels to be me. Depressed and full of anxiety. No end in sight. For this plight I wish to be free from the pain that i feel and yes it is real. And no matter what you say, I still feel the same way. Trying to put on a brave face. But sometimes i want to leave this place. No can see my pain, they think i am lame and, Looking for someone to blame. Buck up, be positive they say. Don't live your life this way. If only it were that easy. But it's not. I would gladly leave it behind. But it's here in my mind. It won't go away no matter what i say. So here i am just wanting a good day. Praying for it all to go away. SJ 11/17