My Lovely Sunshine -Chapter 2-

Purging sin out of my life or attempting to rather, We had many fun times together… There are plenty of grapes, strawberries and flowers to gather… In this garden of We’ll-Get-Better… My lovely sunshine, Will you ever be mine? Someday…on a triumphant Sunday afternoon One day, you’ll be my positively remarkable moon Will you ever be mine, My lovely sunshine? Hopefully, you’ll stay forever in my arms Of mentally, emotionally and physically beautiful charms Faith and love are in my heart Hope and joy will not tear me apart If only I should have told you… That I was in love with being blue… Peace be with you, My lovely sunshine that shines anew Stay true to yourself… I’ll be by myself… It’s no big deal…I’ve been alone several times Thank you kindly for all the happy times We spent with each other We definitely belong together Forever… Forever lost in love’s grasp… You make me gasp… When we make love that is like heaven above It’s exquisite beyond all logic and creativity I’m unique, benevolent and sweet…I’ve been made by God…I’ve turned out quite exquisitely It’s alright to be confident and it’s alright to have a heart of humility As long as you belong with me, Nothing will go wrong, baby His narcissism and cocky self loves to interrupt my humble soul Anxiety is no longer banging at my delicate, shackled skull Still missing California’s sun Still missing California’s sun Where has it gone? Where has it gone? Where is the delightful, dreamy dawn? Has it buried itself alive in its darkening dusk? Wandering in the wanderlust of my spirit – So be it…I’ll do the honors and get myself out of my poverty pit I’m running out of time and I am penniless once again You live just for the sake of your glamorized gain Sustaining you is easier said than done Still waiting on my lovely sunshine Patience and self-control is from His Son That shines on me like a spotlight would…I wish it was all mine But, that’s selfish…childish…I know so much now… I can’t back away from His wisdom I got myself in a predicament that makes me foolishly in love…somehow, You make me feel satisfaction beyond recognition…I’m somewhat dumb… For being with you still Be still, healing is near You give me that excellent thrill Oh dear, I have no fear Somewhat, shedding a relieving tear I feel at ease Please… Don’t leave me like the rest of them did… Goodbyes to you I’ll never, ever bid You manipulated me, But I don’t mind anymore Nothing matters, baby You’re the one that I adore You’re the one that I adore You were the one I hated with a passion I really do need some of your compassion To lift me up from the ground Where I wait for you without a sound Let gravity down and let me fly higher than ever Don’t give me your arrogance or pride – just do whatever… Whatever makes you a happy camper Let the sun scorch on Like the delightful dawn Fresh and fine you look today Say what? I missed what you said…I was daydreamin’ in California this marvelous day… Please don’t punish me, my Master I’m sorry that I’ve let You down Free me from this jubilantless disaster I’m still wearing my upside down frown I’m depressed because I disappointed You far too many times I’ve committed several sensual and egotistical crimes Will I ever find my place in His Kingdom? Probably not because I’m feeling numb and dumb I doubt too much You worry too little My little sunshine… You’re drunk off of pity’s wine