My Lovely Sunshine -Chapter 2-
Purging sin out of my life or attempting to rather,
We had many fun times together…
There are plenty of grapes, strawberries and flowers to gather…
In this garden of We’ll-Get-Better…
My lovely sunshine,
Will you ever be mine?
Someday…on a triumphant Sunday afternoon
One day, you’ll be my positively remarkable moon
Will you ever be mine,
My lovely sunshine?
Hopefully, you’ll stay forever in my arms
Of mentally, emotionally and physically beautiful charms
Faith and love are in my heart
Hope and joy will not tear me apart
If only I should have told you…
That I was in love with being blue…
Peace be with you,
My lovely sunshine that shines anew
Stay true to yourself…
I’ll be by myself…
It’s no big deal…I’ve been alone several times
Thank you kindly for all the happy times
We spent with each other
We definitely belong together
Forever…
Forever lost in love’s grasp…
You make me gasp…
When we make love that is like heaven above
It’s exquisite beyond all logic and creativity
I’m unique, benevolent and sweet…I’ve been made by God…I’ve turned out quite exquisitely
It’s alright to be confident and it’s alright to have a heart of humility
As long as you belong with me,
Nothing will go wrong, baby
His narcissism and cocky self loves to interrupt my humble soul
Anxiety is no longer banging at my delicate, shackled skull
Still missing California’s sun
Still missing California’s sun
Where has it gone?
Where has it gone?
Where is the delightful, dreamy dawn?
Has it buried itself alive in its darkening dusk?
Wandering in the wanderlust of my spirit –
So be it…I’ll do the honors and get myself out of my poverty pit
I’m running out of time and I am penniless once again
You live just for the sake of your glamorized gain
Sustaining you is easier said than done
Still waiting on my lovely sunshine
Patience and self-control is from His Son
That shines on me like a spotlight would…I wish it was all mine
But, that’s selfish…childish…I know so much now…
I can’t back away from His wisdom
I got myself in a predicament that makes me foolishly in love…somehow,
You make me feel satisfaction beyond recognition…I’m somewhat dumb…
For being with you still
Be still, healing is near
You give me that excellent thrill
Oh dear, I have no fear
Somewhat, shedding a relieving tear
I feel at ease
Please…
Don’t leave me like the rest of them did…
Goodbyes to you I’ll never, ever bid
You manipulated me,
But I don’t mind anymore
Nothing matters, baby
You’re the one that I adore
You’re the one that I adore
You were the one I hated with a passion
I really do need some of your compassion
To lift me up from the ground
Where I wait for you without a sound
Let gravity down and let me fly higher than ever
Don’t give me your arrogance or pride – just do whatever…
Whatever makes you a happy camper
Let the sun scorch on
Like the delightful dawn
Fresh and fine you look today
Say what? I missed what you said…I was daydreamin’ in California this marvelous day…
Please don’t punish me, my Master
I’m sorry that I’ve let You down
Free me from this jubilantless disaster
I’m still wearing my upside down frown
I’m depressed because I disappointed You far too many times
I’ve committed several sensual and egotistical crimes
Will I ever find my place in His Kingdom?
Probably not because I’m feeling numb and dumb
I doubt too much
You worry too little
My little sunshine…
You’re drunk off of pity’s wine
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2016
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