My Lovely Sunshine -Chapter 1-

In the desert of desolation,
I feel this all-to-familiar frustration
Get the hell away from me…negativity…
Flee from me, unsatisfied soul of envy 

I yearn for something more
You’re the one I adore
You’re the one I adore

You deserted me long ago 
The wind blew to and fro
Never mind…I will be off to my fantasy island
I call isolation – a land that has water and sand…
A place I can explore…
I implore you…don’t be close to me…
I don’t feel that deep connection tonight…I am the shimmering shore

I soar in defeat…
I am sore with blistered feet
I’m fatigued and weak
The day has been bleak 
Since forevermore…
You’re the one I adore
You’re the one I adore

I was wondering where you’ve gone – 
Maybe in the wilderness, 
Drenched in vibrant, zealous sun…
Thinking in tranquil distress…
I can’t express my lack of progress
You just stand there, unaware more or less…
I guess you are still the one I adore
I suppose you’ll slam that door…
Because you never loved me – I was deceived from the start
You know what – you broke this poet heart…an art that’s torn apart…
Ripped in shreds of nothing…
You were my everything
Until you deserted me some more…
You’re not the one I adore…
Anymore…

Drenched in sun,
I come to realization that I’m not the only one…
Feeling like a son of a gun
Waiting until this majestic sun disappears…my personal battle’s won
A battle for peace…my future son…

You wear a striped shirt like an expert
I wear whatever I want with little effort
We are still two peas in a pod
I still miss our closeness a lot

I’m growing weary
When you got all teary
You’re the only one that saved my life
From reducing to insincere strife

You gave me genuine kisses and hugs
While I still live with billions of bugs
Kiss the footsteps of my heart’s fired-up desire…
I’m higher than your elegant, effulgent and extravagant empire

Pushing you to move on
With or without me…were we ever meant to be?
My lovely sunshine,
Will you ever shine on me oh so vibrantly?

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016



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