My Lost Poems

Where, I wonder, at this late hour,
are the poems that long I've lost?
There must be hundreds. I think of those
I once wrote then put aside that 
I might preserve them for a while
then find again to gauge their worth --
change a word, rethink a line --
or, satisfied, simply let them be.
They all reflected "me" as I must have been,
way back then, when I wrote them.

A partial fragment -- a line or two --
pops up in memory to recall to me
who I was -- along with special "friends" 
(and more than "friends") -- a time of troubles -- 
damages I inflicted on myself (and them) --  
my moodiness, the walls I built around 
me so very long ago.  Yet still in my memory
are those "friends".  They were all led on and 
were all fled from, but are all remembered. 

Those lost "verses", now, could occupy, comfort,
and perhaps distract me when innate despair
pervades my all-too-frequent solitary nights.
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Watt Avatar
February 6, 2023 at 8:47 PM
The words we write to describe our present moment, or perhaps a past event, become our diary, our journal. Over the course of our lifetime, when pieced together as a tapestry, they become our autobiography. We grieve those that get lost, yet each one aided us at that moment to better understand our world and ourselves. Upon those pedestals we built our later sculptures. So they are never entirely "lost". My humble opinion, anyway. Love your meditation on this subject ~ John
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January 29, 2023 at 2:59 AM
Oh Leo this a real tugger for me….nostalgic, days gone by…lost things, lost moments, lost times!! I love poems of reflection and this Leo is such a lovely one…Debx
Bell Avatar
January 29, 2023 at 2:10 AM
Partially written poems you can get back to. Partial friendships go in a flash.
Wolf Avatar
January 25, 2023 at 7:03 PM
'Lost verse' - exactly what it proclaims it is, methinks.
Poet Avatar
January 25, 2023 at 5:47 PM
Oh, this is so good, I could feel every word. Exquisite pen. Thanks for your comment on my page.
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