My Life Journey Has Been Unplanned

Mostly my journey was unplanned I would fall into stuff Or get pushed into it kicking and screaming God had a plan I never did Things that weigh on me are mistakes I thought I would never repeat again But I kept repeating them again and again And I will again Because I trust everybody In my heart I always know that if you are kind others will be too, and yes, they do pretend Some of them but not all Because some simply are not kind But do I get that? No. I do not. My life has been a series of I don’t want to do that! I do not like her! I do not like him! And yet, part of me always does I kind of like everybody. I am a giant puppy. I will not change. I will always jump in your lap Begging you to take me home and love me. I think it is because I started out not feeling loved.