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My Life After 80

My life after 50 years 

I imagin 

50 years from now
I am still in this world 
My brain slows in picking up 
The simple easiest thing 

50 years from now 
I am no longer around my friends 
Im no longer around the people I love 
I am all alone now 

50 years from now 
I am no longer seeking for friends 
I have already lived a good life 
Im no more afraid to die 

50 years from now 
My husband passed away last year
I don't miss any1 anymore 
I stopped shading tears 
Because I know no1 will be there 

I feel null 
It's cold 
I am old 
I can't hide 

I feel weak 
I feel blue 
I am sick 
Nobody know that at all 

My hands are not soft anymore 
I see wrinkles on my face 
My hair is gray with silver lines 
I am wearing glasses when I read 

50 years from now 
I will be waking up at 6 AMs
I will drink my tea by myself 
I will be sitting in the kitchen surrounded by memories 

I Look the picture on the table and smile 
I will remember my beloved husby 
I will remember my good friends
I will remember my parents

I pause .. 

80 years passed so fast 
Like the air that I breath
Every moment I am alive 
I am living it to the every end 

I imagine when I am 80 

I will be cool 
I will put the make up, I will do my nails. 
I will be graceful , I will not be sad 
I will not be greedy, I will not be mad 

When I am 80, I will be alive 
I will not wear the granny pants 
They will say that I still got it 
And I will make them check my ass 

When I am 80, I won't look back 
I will only look forward to live my life 
The more I grow up, the more memories I have
I will feel a little lonely, but I will never give up 

This is a promise I am making now 
That I will be happy and I will always cherish life 
I will always look up at the sky 
And I will decide when I will die 

I will make it after 80

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016




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Date: 7/5/2016 11:50:00 AM
It's always good to plan - you sound like a girl that has got a good hold on life. The only objective now is to make those 50 years go slowly while you enjoy yourself. Nice work. Best, Dennis
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Kaila B.A
Date: 7/5/2016 5:52:00 PM
just when I thougt about life , I thought of living a long and a thick life :) I believe that all people should live until they are old enough.

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