My Life After 80

My life after 50 years I imagin 50 years from now I am still in this world My brain slows in picking up The simple easiest thing 50 years from now I am no longer around my friends Im no longer around the people I love I am all alone now 50 years from now I am no longer seeking for friends I have already lived a good life Im no more afraid to die 50 years from now My husband passed away last year I don't miss any1 anymore I stopped shading tears Because I know no1 will be there I feel null It's cold I am old I can't hide I feel weak I feel blue I am sick Nobody know that at all My hands are not soft anymore I see wrinkles on my face My hair is gray with silver lines I am wearing glasses when I read 50 years from now I will be waking up at 6 AMs I will drink my tea by myself I will be sitting in the kitchen surrounded by memories I Look the picture on the table and smile I will remember my beloved husby I will remember my good friends I will remember my parents I pause .. 80 years passed so fast Like the air that I breath Every moment I am alive I am living it to the every end I imagine when I am 80 I will be cool I will put the make up, I will do my nails. I will be graceful , I will not be sad I will not be greedy, I will not be mad When I am 80, I will be alive I will not wear the granny pants They will say that I still got it And I will make them check my ass When I am 80, I won't look back I will only look forward to live my life The more I grow up, the more memories I have I will feel a little lonely, but I will never give up This is a promise I am making now That I will be happy and I will always cherish life I will always look up at the sky And I will decide when I will die I will make it after 80