My Life

you dont know me no one does you dont know my life story your askin why just because you wanna know something about me here it goes i'd like to welcome you to my life show i'm a lil soldier here to stay know that if someone wants to fight i wont walk away i stick up for the ones i love i pray to god in heaven above i know what its like to lose a friend but i know things will be okay in the very end everyone has hurt me in my life so i learned only trust yourself while your still alive i've made many mistakes that no one understands and still haven't met anyones demands i'm very independent and i have no one to turn to the most i wish i had someone to be afraid of losing but so far everyones lied to me or something its hard with the rumors and all the lies the heartaches through the years just makes me cry i admit i am not a virgin but that doesnt mean i am a man ho i've only been with one girl just to let you know it was my one biggest mistake i've made in my life that dont give anyone the right to make me want to die so i've cut my wrist and cried at night thought of you and had to fight i think you shouldnt judge me cause it isnt right i promise i am trying to change this hell i call my life sorry i am straight forward but at least i tell the truth i know someday i'll find someone to help show me a way through...