My Last Goodbye

As i drive up,my hands are shaking My heart is racing,its getting hard to breathe What will i say,the fear fills my mind Blood is rushing thru my veins Here come my demons,Please someone Take me away,so i can sit and pray As i turn to walk away And think i can do this another day I hear a voice inside,saying Ron You do not need to run and hide You have the Lord standing by your side As she opens the door I see tears in her eyes I feel her pain that she cannot hide For she knows this is my last goodbye My mind is rushing like a raging river What do i do,what do i say I never expected it to be this way My insides are coming apart As i stare blankly at the wall At that very moment,my mind goes calm And i feel OK,i can hear God saying Its time for you to be on your way As i turn and walk away Tears flowing down her face I stop when i hear her say Please forgive me someday And with the strength of a thousand horses I hold her in my arms,no longer shaking No more demons,no more fear And i finally say in her ear My Last Goodbye