My Kundalini Awakening

Part-1: Preamble God loves us, so He split Himself in two Motionless as space, kinetic as time Shiva and Shakti; truth known to but few As the word of God - Om sounded life's chime God's vibration caused a ripple effect Sacred geometry came into play Made in God's image, we're free from defect Provided our soul makes love its mainstay Just as God is, we too are living light But it's a truth we do not recognise We descend on earth to garner clear sight That like sages of old, we become wise Earth life is harsh; for now, we must endure Our ascent is assured, if heart be pure Part-2 Lower mind Our ascent is assured, if heart be pure As a child we're free, from fetters of mind But ego cravings makes our heart unsure And we're soon gripped in its relentless bind We flit about from desire to desire Our quest of course is joy that does not end Reaching exhaustion, we finally tire To enigmatic space, our will we bend Ceasing striving, we meld head with our heart The voice of conscience becomes our true guide With each breath intake, we make a fresh start Feeling bliss magnetism throb deep inside The serpent rises; there's no stopping Her Chakras up to navel, begin to whir Part-3 Higher mind Chakras up to navel, begin to whir They're the earth, water and fire attribute Our heart urges that with love we concur Renouncing fear, remaining resolute In time, our throat tingles and crown pulsates Kundalini pierces chakras seven We feel sublime joy that never abates Divine Mother takes us straight to heaven Space flickers, igniting our palms and feet We're transfixed in boundless bliss elation In energised silence, we feel upbeat It is a divine entwined flirtation Wisdom downloads follow, when we are still We do nothing, save surrendering will Part-4 The dark void We do nothing, save surrendering will Divine Mother moves within, as She likes Dark voids within form soon begin to fill Rapture heightens whenever bliss throb spikes A day comes when our fontanel is pierced We employ free will, agreeing to die It's a happenstance that is unrehearsed Then into the dark void, we wingless fly We behold the voice of God, loud and clear He shares deep truths in words loving and kind We sense Him near but He does not appear Perhaps it's because, we are as yet blind Repeated immersions put us at ease We begin to flow like the morning breeze Part-5 Polarity balance We begin to flow like the morning breeze What we know is something no book can teach The flow of life we embrace and release All is within hermit, within our reach Male and female hormones within us mix It’s both disconcerting and unnerving We resist, fearing ethereal tricks But our spirit guide says, we're deserving Energies balanced, we shift to the head It's Hirayangarbha, cosmic ovoid By the voice of our guide, we're inward led For we're no longer by ego decoyed Pardon us dear reader, for our diction We know that the truth's stranger than fiction Part-6 Divine union We know that the truth's stranger than fiction Cosmic egg splits, Shiva-Shakti emerge It is grace of course, God's benediction They descend to heart and we feel bliss surge Our central vein, Sushumna's ignited Each node within form dances with delight Soul's ascent is gently expedited Bliss pulsates within by day and by night We remain in all-time meditation Moment by moment, we slowly transform An ever present orientation We surrender to this benign bliss storm Teleported to heaven's zenith height In timeless time we become living light Part-7 Ego death In timeless time we become living light God forgives karmic sins and we sail on He bestows upon us spherical sight Ego dies and we become the twice born Upon ego death, its cravings too cease We find Self in a singularity As living light, we're complete and at peace We see this truth with utmost clarity With freedom absolute, we yet return For there still remains, soul work to be done Plunging Self in fire, we willingly burn It matters not now, God and Self are one Life's like a dream, beauteous is each hue God loves us, so He split Himself in two