My Invisable Soul

i am always in the corner with my hair over my face trying to hide my feelings as im always in a dark place depression seems to haunt me and theirs nobody i can trust sometimes i want to scream sometimes i want to bust to scream and shout and yell just let it all out but im not one to scream and im not one to shout i cut into my skin to let all my pain out if only they understood but i always have to shut my mouth its not like anyone would notice if i never showed its not like im noticed i carry a heavy load if anything im invisable and picked on in class maybe i should die for this life is not a life pushed into lockers shoved into doors kicked in the legs falling on the floors sometimes i bleed blood from when they punch my face i feel so unloved its time to just face the death of a soul a invisable soul