My Invisable Soul

i am always in the corner 
with my hair over my face 
trying to hide my feelings 
as im always in a dark place 
depression seems to haunt me 
and theirs nobody i can trust 
sometimes i want to scream 
sometimes i want to bust 

to scream and shout and yell 
just let it all out 
but im not one to scream 
and im not one to shout 
i cut into my skin 
to let all my pain out 
if only they understood 
but i always have to shut my mouth 

its not like anyone would notice 
if i never showed 
its not like im noticed 
i carry a heavy load 
if anything im invisable 
and picked on in class 
maybe i should die 
for this life is not a life 

pushed into lockers 
shoved into doors 
kicked in the legs 
falling on the floors 
sometimes i bleed blood 
from when they punch my face 
i feel so unloved 
its time to just face 
the death of a soul 
a invisable soul
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Orozco Avatar
August 28, 2014 at 10:50 PM
Heartfelt poem, im sure many can relate to this, as I. But life has so much more to it, we all are a gift, God is with us and even tho it may become overwhelming to the point we see no way out, we have the love of our GOD. =) you are very talented im looking forward to reading more! Let us be friends im Edward =)
Yvonne Avatar
August 26, 2014 at 7:39 PM
if you are really experiencing these words you need to elicit help. you are a beautiful person with a wonderful soul. your words express who you are. you are vital and important and good people want you here. please promise me if these experiences are real you will get help from the right people. please promise me you will be good you.
Orozco Avatar
August 28, 2014 at 10:53 PM
I agree with all you say Maurice! Tracey you are a wonderful person. You know we poets we the world a different way, we see the feeling that is in the earth.
Lawrence  Avatar
August 26, 2014 at 7:42 PM
its hard to trust when you have been betrayed so many times.
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