My Insecurities

I just keep faking it. Smiling thinking I'm making it. They all think I'm okay. They all think I'm not insecure. They don't know I'm dying inside. The light they see through me, Is not the same as i see through myself. Even though I tell myself that I'm the most beautiful girl on earth, I know it ain't the truth, I'm just tryna hide My insecurities from myself My mind wanna explode everyday! The depression and the pressure are Gettin worser everyday. Each day my insrcureness increases rapidly. But i try to hide it by telling people that I'm the most intelligent ,beautiful and successful girl that God has ever created on earth. I know they won't see my insrcureness because i tell them one same lie with a smile on my face everyday.