My Hopelessness and Loss of Sleep

My sleepless nights Many days, months, years passed away I have heard, but … … …..nothing satisfactorily Rear case Few are surviving without food Some are surviving without sleep. I am mad both I need Hard for me in these days Why I am sleepless? Why I am getting loss of my sleep? The blue Sky has become very friendly to me I count stars from the balcony Why I am like this always? No change in my life? Losing power to make understand myself My mind and body Fighting with my hopelessness But I have heard Hopeless life sometimes gets hopeful life Drawing lines of unconscious for how long? Still I have to learn to dominate my tensions. Because this mind goes anywhere, Where we say to go or whether not say And it pursues guide for its movement Sometimes not What we make possible It depends on our movement. There is big different Between my life and my dominated life My life was free I used to eat and drink And I feel freedom for me anytime But my dominated life is tightened with ropes One, two, three adding, attaching and attaching Day by day tightening and tightening. Needing more and more penny I too searching to gain for me In this penniless world for needy Who has got lot, they are greedy Bridging them all with solution Thinking and thinking and thinking I have no more sleep For attempt of balancing I have got lost my sleep.