My Hardship Allowance

in times of my trouble you have stood by me
though my sins are as deep as the ocean floor
you have alway pardoned me and saved me
Dear Lord i have no one person i can call a friend or a helper to me
all help me when they see it fit and mistreat me of there own pleasure
you know that even after everything i have gone through in the hands of my weakened wife
i have tried very much to broker peace between us and also in my family
but the end result is noone is willing to listen for all involved parties see forgiveness as a deep state problem
tonight i truely let all free,i offer forgiveness to all and also Lord forgive me for i am human and sinning is our nature
it has never been my wish to raise my son this way but Lord please give me a solution to this problem
i love my son and has never hated her mom even when she showed signs of sleeping with another man
Lord i have stretched a hand in form of reconciliation but noone wants to care
i offer my life in exchange to the safety of my son and to the stability of my relatives
my father's house is filled with demon but my own mother has prepared a king's meal to feed the demons hunger
Lord my God spare me from this demons onslaught and save my family
i reject this satanic forces and abondone this ship of lies, adultery and any other way
in your very hands i place this prayer
Raise for me a son and a family that is willing to stand on your promises
also remember your promises to me 
Amen
#made from Africa
#chuimunga the poet

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