My Greatest Gift

You may never realize it,
and certainly time didn't tell,
but living all this time without you
has been my own personal hell

the day you were born, 
is one i will never forget,
though i didnt deserve you, 
you were my greatest gift

a product of a terrible mother,
and what did i do?
you had no fault but
i did the same to you

all the birthdays
that came and went
you were grown before i knew it
time that wont come back again

i should have known better
i had been in your shoes
of all the hatred i once felt 
and then giving it to you

i hope one day as youre older, 
and you become more wise,
that you will be able to forgive me
as with my mom i have tried

dont get me wrong
im not here to justify
but at least say that i am sorry
when my mom couldnt apologize

i love you with all my heart
no matter how it may seem 
if i could redo anything in this life
it would be your mother once again
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Kinch  Avatar
April 4, 2017 at 1:22 PM
Somethings in life we just can't change, we just have to accept that it is what it is. Impressively written Jennifer.
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April 4, 2017 at 6:35 AM
A tearful plea for mercy and forgiveness this poem exposes that dark place we try to keep hidden. Regret, jennifer, can only be replaced by self-acceptance. Really well expressed.
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