My Feelings

Lovestruck, lonely, hurt, and sad,
What did I do that was so bad?
Disgusted, frustrated, guilty, envious,
Why dies life have to be so serious?
Humiliated, embarrassed, negative, paranoid,
This thing stopping me is called avoid.
Annoyed, caustious, anxious, aggressive,
These fears and dreams are really passive.
Puzzled, fearful, pained,hurt,
Sometimes I feel like I've been rolled in dirt.
Lonely, helpless, thoughtful, sad,
Thinking of all the years I have spent without a dad.
Withdrawn, miserable, humiliates, regretful,
Wishing I hadn't hurt all those people.
Stealing, lying, cutting and running from fears,
Always left my family in tears.
I've been locked up and sent away,
There is no one to blame but only myself.
Dealing with these issues is a scary thing,
No matter what I do, they wont go away.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Andresen Avatar
October 8, 2014 at 11:35 AM
- A really touching and sad poem B.H. - Thank you for visiting my poem :) - All the best to you :) - // Anne-Lise :)
Allison Avatar
October 8, 2014 at 8:45 AM
deep dark heartbreaking write - my heart goes out to you or anyone in this situation:-( Hugs jan xx
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