My Faults
I struggle with monogamy
Not due to lack of interest
Or attracton
Certainly not lack of love
It's out of fear that I cheat
Because I expect it
When you've learned to overanalyze
you hear lies in every sigh
Any time spent apart turns to
A guilt filled question mark
I love you, with every part of my being
My heart
My soul
But right now I'm too broken to be loved
I'm self conscious
Questioning...
I swear I used to be emotionally mature
But I don't feel so now
I don't know if I'm ready
And it's not fair for me to ask
So I won't
But I dream that you wait until I am
Copyright © Zach Addams | Year Posted 2019
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