My Children This Is My First Encounter With My God

There is one thing that I will always miss. It is the first time that I received a heavenly kiss. I was so down and out, I just wanted to go. But God determines when, and his reply was No! "I know the plan that I have for you. Just trust in Me and I'll see you through!" A weighty presence pushed me to the floor. Tearfully I cried, but I still wanted more. I've never been able to put into words. The atmosphere of the room and the voice my mind heard. Feelings of completeness came over me. Yet there was no one there that I could see. I sobbed as I laid on that bathroom floor. "Please don't leave now, let me have more!" Not soon after my request the weightiness did lift. I was again aware of the room, but His presence I missed! Since that day in St Pete, my only goal. Has been to connect again with the Lover of my soul! I wish I could say that I always obey. But I'm human and my flesh acts funny somedays! I wander daily through this desert called life. It's filled with hate, sickness, death and strife. I come running back because I need His love. He's my Heavenly Father who watches from above. He will never turn a single person away. No matter what we've done or what we say. He's proved his love when Jesus died for you. Don't give up on life, He'll help you through.