My Body Is Too Big

My body is too big
My bones loom over me
and my flesh wraps around them
Heavy like the bricks of a lighthouse tower 

The waterfall of my tears posted proudly on a magazine cover
Eighth wonder of the natural world
A thousand miles before it reaches the pillowy ground

My skin stretches over my frame like a canvas
painted with freckles and scars
Enough paint to cover the world twice over is needed to cover it’s expanse 

My body lumbers around like I giant when I move
Collapsing in on itself under it’s own weight when I stumble

My souls feels like an ant trapped in the body of a lion
The pins that hold me together are silk needles trying to hold wool
I am a pebble in the body of a mountain, unsure if the wind will whisk me away or if I was ever supposed to move in the first place 

I feel bulky and gangly 
Shaky and frozen
Filling a room like water fills a cup, cold and loud when all i want is to disappear quietly 

Because I feel like my soul could walk through the eye of a sewing needle like a grand palace gate
And whenever my soul feels small
My body is too big

Copyright © | Year Posted 2023



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Date: 12/25/2023 2:31:00 AM
I am sorry you feel this way.. I could feel the angst in your words in a poem that could not be easy to write but you have let all your emotions out here... I hope you can find a way to change how you feel.. I hope you have family and friends supporting you.. take care and best wishes..
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