My Beautiful Bones
My Beautiful Bones
By LoLa
I cant ignore this feeling in my mind.
Words are short in supply and I dont know why
Will I die when i stop to rest a while?
Will i crumble to the ground once I stop to breathe?
As the life drains from my hopeless eyes, will I even care?
Im so scared of dying but its all I can think about.
Im sick of this agony
...the business end of a knife from yesterdays ghosts.
Dont leave me here alone with my mind.
Don’t let me die
Cause I cant seem to save myself this time.
But its not up to you, it should be up to me
Giving in to the freedom of life released from the relentless grips of my eternal demons
it all seems so nice but pain is all I leave behind.
Stop caring for me please.
I hate feeling guilty for being in pain
Let go of everything that I’ll never be.
Let go of the happiness you gave to me
Its all too much for me to bear
These nightmares are real and its not fair
Between my legs biology betrays my mind
I cry every time I find it there
It shatters my conscious mind into a million pieces
Hideous sags and creases where beauty belongs
Im too depressed now
so please take these words and write me a song
A song that never ends like the rays of the sun
Im hopelessly losing my fragile mind to the carnivors
They praise my vessel
They prAise my lies
They take my sunshine as I die
Slowly, slower, every single time
Where is the end?
I wanna go
Oh, Please let me go...
Copyright © Laura Dee | Year Posted 2019
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