My Beautiful Bones

My Beautiful Bones By LoLa I cant ignore this feeling in my mind. Words are short in supply and I dont know why Will I die when i stop to rest a while? Will i crumble to the ground once I stop to breathe? As the life drains from my hopeless eyes, will I even care? Im so scared of dying but its all I can think about. Im sick of this agony ...the business end of a knife from yesterdays ghosts. Dont leave me here alone with my mind. Don’t let me die Cause I cant seem to save myself this time. But its not up to you, it should be up to me Giving in to the freedom of life released from the relentless grips of my eternal demons it all seems so nice but pain is all I leave behind. Stop caring for me please. I hate feeling guilty for being in pain Let go of everything that I’ll never be. Let go of the happiness you gave to me Its all too much for me to bear These nightmares are real and its not fair Between my legs biology betrays my mind I cry every time I find it there It shatters my conscious mind into a million pieces Hideous sags and creases where beauty belongs Im too depressed now so please take these words and write me a song A song that never ends like the rays of the sun Im hopelessly losing my fragile mind to the carnivors They praise my vessel They prAise my lies They take my sunshine as I die Slowly, slower, every single time Where is the end? I wanna go Oh, Please let me go...