My Ail For Thy Presence

Mommy...you are not there In my darkest hour When I miss you When I need you To be my candle flame To talk to me To hold me Mommy...you are not answering When I call for you When I reach out for you When I look for you To give me hope again To love me once more To find myself in you one more time Mommy...you only show up when you possess the finite assests of this world Only when days are sunny for you When you have it all figured out When life smiles at you and you smile back To share your happiness To make your light known To show us how to piece it together too But mommy... I want you near all the time I don't want you to keep disappearing when it gets tough for all of us I want us to conquer it together Just like the olden times Only then, you could never leave me Nor choose anybody else above me