My addiction, depression, heartbreak, and guilt

My addiction depression heartbreak and guilt are only a few struggles I face while at least up my chucks and take a deep breath I step into the real world where this all repeats itself I choose to pick myself up and dust myself off I know I can't go back in time and be who I once was before my eyes fill up with tears of pain I have inside that times didn't I didn't want to be alive my addiction depression heartbreaking guilt are my struggles I can't ignore leaving them at the door would be nice but my mind will make sure they're written twice my reality spins I never win but I'll be back tomorrow to do it all over again..