My Confessions

I hate his ways, but I love his heart I can't stand being with him, but I would die without him I fell into the darkness and was blinded by the light I push him too hard, but he doesn't even push back I want to tell him all and hope he sees, but I don't think he wants to listen I have hopes and dreams, but he crushes them so fast, tearing down the walls before they're built I just don't understand why he acts this way, like he doesn't have a care in this world Can I save him or is he lost? I need to bring him back, he is not the same, there used to be a glow in his eyes I believe inside he's fighting a battle and won't let anyone help him win So far we have all lost Aleshia undated