Musings-Where Are You

I search in vain I run here and yonder Wondering how I have missed you I wake myself crying Many a night, sometimes Remembering why, often times not Is this madness, surely not Is it just wishful dreaming God wouldn't be so cruel. Love was definitely there It was mutual Will I ever find you Surely you can't be an illusion I still imagine our times together Were just yesterdays and One day will be our tomorrows They say, Hind Sight is 20-20. I wish, I would have listened To my Heart years ago. I think there is a lot Of truth to that saying. Maybe it's better to break A Heart when it's young. It hardens harder, Makes it tough Makes it stop caring so much. Maybe I'll find you in my dreams, We'll continue where we left off, As it should have been and Spend eternity making up for lost time. As young as we were back then.