Moving On

Moving On Last year nearly at the end of it all I was just gliding just moving along. I was hopeful filled with cheer waiting for to hear happy new year. The the rain began to fall I could hear it all coming at me yelling outburst of screaming damn this and, damn that. I just said no not again why is it me caught up in this all over again. My sister and, we don't see eye to eye. It hurts me I just cried I just don't know why. After all of my happy new texts was sent out to my dear ones the stone hit the fan the real bad argument began. My heart fell apart we were all just screaming with our opinions of how we should treat each other. Still Lill and, I was just in our own world just going at it. Now the dust has settled and we have barely said two words to each other if that. I want my big sister back. I have apologize in a text. I think it's best if I stand back during our healing period. I now know to move on we both have been through it. I have learn to move on, to not hold a grudge against her, not to constantly think about what happen just remember to always big the bigger sister. I feel better now I can speak to her with a clean heart. That's what God would want me to do so that we would not be apart.